FEBRUARY 2004
My Modest Dream
by TamerİFeb.14th 2004, Deheisheh Camp,
Bethlehem.
Father Time said to me, after I had
endured much sorrow
and anguish:
-“Rely upon the love of your parents… and all
the
sisters and brothers… create your fragile dream and
leave the inaccessible world of fantasy… Plant
flowers
to enjoy the view and attract wild creatures”…
I obeyed Father Time after a long period of
delusion…
Not wholeheartedly though, but to overcome the tears of
sorrow… As I reached my objective, as I neared
creating
my dream … I was awakened by tears… By the
sound of
bullets, and the extinguishment of candles… The
crypt of
a loved one, who refused to submit, was illuminated…
One
who said NO to Tyranny… NO to terror… NO to
those who
are trite and thankless.
I pursued the sound… The sad tears belonged to a
child
who was trying to kneel and pray … He said:
-“Father, please stay… No, you shall never
die… we shall
go back home to the land of our fathers… We shall
eat
the berries… We shall not be stopped by the barrier
guard… Not even by their famous missiles”.
I closed my eyes to prevent them crying… All I saw
here
was women defiled, and there… murdered souls and
bloodletting.
I escaped along with my reality and my dreams… Truth
and
illusion… My world… my time… I intended to
return… To
plant a hope stronger than the incandescence of the
sun…
That can reinstate truth justice and peace… And
restore
the sunshine…
The Black Pen friend / Tamer (H.T.M)
The Sad smile will be happy if there will be
justice
and love with peace
Black Pen
Friend/Tamer
From 17 year old Tamer, in Deheishe Refugee Camp.
From: "The Sad Smile" <bbf_im@yahoo.com>
Palestine phone NO. +00972-2777108
